Idiocracy

I just finished watching this movie. Funny but kind of scary. It talks about a world of the future that is basically stupid. They come up with the theory that water is actually bad for the environment but Gatorade is good. Buildings are being held together by tape. People have barcodes on their arms to tell them who they are.

The movie all starts with a experiment of freezing two people (one being a hooker) so that they can wake up in the future. The experiment is forgotten and they wake up by accident in this new world. The way the world is acting now, their is no telling how much of this movie is more of a reality. I recommend this really cheesy movie.

Have a lifqual day.

Woo Hah!

I'm going to California next week! Westport to be exact. I'm meeting a friend of mines in Texas then we are flying over to California. I haven't been there in years but it's always fun. The surf isn't that good right now but hopefully next week I can taste the water a little bit.

Have a lifqual day out there.

Sundays

The day you can just sit back and relax. No worries, don't worry about a thing.

Have a lifqual day.

Crash

Travel millions of miles
Follow the path of the winds
And crash on my body

Pull me under
Take me to another place
And crash on my body

Let me ride you
Let me feel you underneath me
And crash on my body

When I fall on top of you
You pull me into your blue abyss
And crash on my body

My sweat glistens against you
You wash away all the dirtiness on me
And crash on my body

You are calm in the mornings
And I upset you in the evenings
And crash on my body

I look out my window
I see you calling me tonight
I crash onto your body

Hanging On

When I was a kid I would constantly have this dream of me in a business suit running down a tunnel to make the train. Every time I would get there, the train would be speeding away and I would miss it and then wake up. For years I would always have that dream and never knew what it meant. As I got older, my life started changing. I felt as if I had no control over my life. During that entire time, the dream never came back. I started to wonder if it had something to do all of this. Was the dream a sign of my future? So I thought about it every night until I came up with the conclusion that the train represented my life passing me by. Me rushing down the tunnel to try and reach it would represent my desire to change my life. The train station would always be empty. Not a single person was there. After I stopped having the dreams and my life changed, I knew it was for the best. When I did change it, everything started going my way and I was happy.

When I last posted before I left, I had a broken leg because I hurt it really bad while surfing. I was out for weeks. I had the same routine every day. Get up early and surf and then work and come back home and surf some more or hang out with friends. My life is the water and just being away just brought me down more and more until I just didn't feel like going anywhere. My dream came back. Life has a funny way of telling you something. My life was perfect. I wouldn't change a thing, but when something in my life changed, everything changed for me. My life being perfect was what worried me. Being home for long periods of time just made me think too much. There is no such thing as a life this good, a lifqual. Can somebody have a truly happy life? I did. I would love to cheer up a total stranger if I saw them sad. That's just me. I can't stand seeing unhappiness. I will do my best to make you happy. Even if it sacrifices some of my happiness. That's why so many people were worried about me when I just didn't have anymore happiness to give. I had my own demons to put to rest again. Time away helped me a lot. Without it, I would've ended up isolating myself from the world which is not me. Being around people is what I am, it's what I do.

I have a girl that is a friend now. She surfs and likes everything about me and what I do. We are going to the beach tonight with some friends to light a fire and just have fun, because that's just what I do.

Have a lifqual day everybody.

My Dogs My Buddies

I have to say without Milo and Otis, I wouldn't be able to get over past months. The days when life was really getting me down, they were always by my side. I owe them my life and to this day I appreciate them more and more each and every day.

Milo is doing his usual, laying on the floor next to me watching every move I make as if he is my parent. I grab a dog biscuit and he jumps on my leg to retrieve it. He licks my fingers and goes back on the floor watching my every move again.

Otis is in the other room like usual, watching TV. He even knows how to turn it on. I'm just waiting for that morning I wake up and see him cooking me french toast. Otis is the most active out of all of us. He is my alarm in the morning. He likes to surf just as much as I do.

Goodnight world and have a lifqual day tomorrow.

Friendly Reminder

I forgot all about this blog.

So what's new with me? Milo and Otis are still here. I've gone through so many relationships that I just consider girls as friends and not girlfriends so I won't hurt them anymore.

I still surf, without a doubt. That has and will never change.

Stress was the reason I forgot about this blog. When things just get so overwhelmed, I just have to go out in the water by myself and just let the ocean take me in. The ocean to me is like my love, my forgiven family. It takes me where I want to go and roughs me up a little when I'm out of line. Since the water is a little cooler, I don't surf as much unless the waves are worth it.

That's about it for me today. I'll post something again later.